I think #havingfriends
that you can #feedyourego
with just like #materialpossessions
and just like latching yourself on to an #identity
The more friends you have, better you feel about yourself, better you feel about being better than others cause it's always a #competition.
It doesn't matter who you are friends with or if it's actually someone you can trust , have genuine connection with. It's to a point where we create these #socialmedia
apps such as this to show off how good we are , better than everyone else, have lots of followers. And we have other apps or accounts that actually makes your followers go up in numbers. Cause that's what it's all about isn't it? #Numbers, #ego, #status, #identity.
Putting your #self #worth
literally on anything other than yourself. I'm not trying to judge anyone it's just an #observation.
An observation of how #lonely
we actually are.
I know I'm lonely. I've always been that way. I maybe the only one who just can not have any #identification
with the world around. What happened to all the friends? well that's the thing; I never had any real friends. Why? Cause I can't click with anyone. And I'm at a point in my life where I really feel like I'm walking in a #videogame
, what am I doing here?
Oh yeah! Right! #ascension #expansionofconsciousness #raisingthevibration #etc #blahblahblah
And I don't even care what anyone thinks...