Honestly that's how I feel and I never know how to deal with it. I don't know why I always sad, even when there's nothing happens. I don't know and if you asked me why.. I told you, I don't know.. It's like consume me all the time. Do you think I want this? No. Happiness is all I wanted but it's suddenly always flipping and end up being sad again and again. They say, I just need someone to hold me but I guess no. There's something more than that. I know me, someone won't help me and no one can help me but myself. I always feel like I am not good enough and that's all. But sometimes I could feel confident, passion and everything then yeah it's just for awhile. I always ruined everything and I always feel like I'm so worse and not deserve anything. How sadly it is.
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