today I graduated. it's very fascinating because weeks ago I was excited, I've worked my ass off, but I feel... eh. I'm still not where I want to be but I am happy my loved ones are proud of me. I suppose in the grand scheme of things, I am content but I'm still reaching or today I feel like I am reaching. Maybe when my parents come back from Barbados or I see my sister, I'll feel like I've actually accomplished something great.