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don't go... @misery.mp4
habe heute beim tennis keine stulpen angehabt,die anderen habens gesehen.die blicke waren erst verwirrt aber die resonanz im ganzen sehr tolerant.haben gesagt wenn was ist ich kann kommen und egal mit oder ohne narben (spielen seid ca 7 jahren zusammen) gehöre ich zum team,hat mir etwas mehr sicherheit damit gegeben. aber dazu gesehen zieht mich das mit peep immer noch so runter,hör ihn 24/7.🥀 #borderline #me #grunge #selfhate #selfharm #cut #cutting #ritzen #depressed #depression #ana #mia #bulimia #anxiety #suicide #sad #triggerwarning
#tw #triggerwarning #possibletriggerwarning #alcohol Last night reminded me of why I don't party anymore. I tried to keep up with my college friends and was out of commission by shot number three because I've cut back so much, which in a way makes me proud (as it is the result of me trying to remain sober) but at the same time was a bit of a reality check as to how bad my drinking was. Could polish off a two six and feel nothing. Reminds me I shouldn't have been drinking, I don't want to be that person. I also drunk texted my grandmother. Not my shiniest moment but life goes on. Today's a new day and now I remember exactly why I decided to change my ways. First time in years though I've managed to have a few drinks without using though so at least that's a minor win? I don't know, trying not to beat myself up over it. #recovery #baddays #mentalhealth #addiction #sobriety #mentalillness #mentalwellness #advocate #slipupshappen #relapse #staystrong #ptsd #depression #anxiety #bipolar
This place is filled with "those guys." #chalklife #becausethegroundisslippery @crossfitnoala #triggerwarning
I just want everything to stop. - collab with @killicide
5 day old burn scars..had such a shit day so having to work really hard on calming myself down and reaching for a blade..can't even do a deep clean cos in this frame of mind id drink bleach..so fucked up #depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #selfharn #selfharrm #selfhate #triggerwarning #triggered #myheadisadarkplace
lunch: 3 nuggets and rice 🍚
17.11.17/23:59 вот вам заезженных мемасов не про рпп, но про жизу. хотя че я базарю, рпп и есть жизнь:)))))))) /ах кстати.. срыв. сижу жру конфеты. и мне похуй. за 3 часа отошла от состояния обессилия и апатии (ну и готовности уебать себя, если честно) до какой-то эйфории. так что внатуре похуй на этот жор и овер дохуя ккал. ммм медосмотр. покурила за 9 часов до него. думаю норм. правда, легкие чет пезда заболели :) / / / #ana #mia #anorexia #bulimia #eatingdisorder #ed #рпп #ана #анорексия #мия #булимия #дневникпохудения #дневникпитания #похудение #худею #diet #диета #40кг #та #типичнаяанорексичка #0ккал #худоба #кости #skinny #fat #triggerwarning #food #еда