the pic in the left came up on my Fb memories.....a memory I had deff forgotten!! The pics don't look that different I guess ....despite a whopping 10kg weight gain between them! 😂
The one on the left I was living in Sheffield, only just stopped smoking, and starting eating and was a newbie at the gym.....and I had no fucking idea what I was doing 😂😂. I started out just going to classes trying to find my way round the gym and learn what it was about . I eventually got a personal trainer who showed me technique and about weight lifting, but never taught me anything about proper diet or the importance of it! I'd still not eat all day and just eat a meal at night and normally some cheese cake 😂😂😂. Then I got a coach who taught me the diet that got me really lean and helped me grow muscle......but also made me super obsessed with restriction ...... I ultimately just bounced back into a different type of eating disorder . All the way through this I remember just never feeling like a woman, I was completely obsessed with looking at other women.
I was flat chested (still am 😂) and I remember feeling that men were never attracted to me cause I wasn't 'woman enough'.
I know now that I was actually just fucking mental 😂. I am a woman tits or no tits, we come in all shapes and sizes and there was never anything wrong with my body I'm actually confident with my body now....my issue now is that I never want to put my clothes on 😂😂😂
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