I can't begin to imagine what the holidays are like for people who are not accepted by they're own family. You are strong, you are beautiful, and you will get through this. If they don't accept you for who you are, they don't deserve to even associate with you.
It was recently the "transgender day of remembrance", and it pains me to know that some people of the lgbtq+ community will not be able to celebrate with their family because they just don't accept them.
I'm so sorry for what has happened to you, but everyone in the community loves you, you are not alone ❤️🌈 stay strong