So it's Monday, Spideypool-Week is over. Now here is the first story of the couple, which was mostly wished for. 😊 *drum sound* STUCKY! Who would have?😂😂 ~~~Part 1~~~ It had been several weeks since Bucky had moved into Steves apartment. The two of them tried to recall his memories. Steve told him stories from their childhood and showed him the few photos and video footage that still existed from that time. But nothing gave a sense of familiarity to Bucky. He was sorry that he didn't recognize anything, couldn't remember anything ... Especially since the disappointment and self-doubt in Steve's eyes grew bigger and bigger each time.
"It's...I'm sorry," Bucky muttered as Steve showed him a picture of them.
They sat at a table and were bent over a card. Steve was wearing a uniform and he himself a jacket that really pleased him. He had short hair and his eyes were full of life. Not those strange, lifeless eyes that glared at him every day, when he was standing infont of the mirror.
"I don't know when that was ..." he added quietly, then he got angry. "I don't even know if this is really me! It's nothing we can do, Steve! Stop hoping that I recognise something! I will never remember."
"Oh Buck, we'll make it, I'm sure! Somehow you'll see a picture or hear a story and then you'll kno..."
"Stop," Bucky shouted desperately. "You don't know what they did to me...You don't know how much pain I've suffered, you have no idea how much I wanted to remember NOTHING, so they stop torturing me!"
Bucky grabbed the photo and threw it away.
"I still feel it...Every time I notice a photo or a story who seems familiar to me, I feel the pain...It's like someone with a glowing piece of iron, with barbs on it, rifled through my head!"
He saw tears in Steve's eyes, but he couldn't stop. He finally had to tell him how it felt...Why he didn't remember anything and neither want it. Maybe Steve would stop. ~🐈 #stucky #stuckyart #captainamerica #steverogers #steve #stevie #jamesbukananbarnes #buckybarns #bucky #wintersoldier #love #justalittlestory #remember #hyrda #pain