Small steps. This is the only message I can ever truly share: One Step At A Time🚶🏼♀️.
People will mock you, gossip about you or sadly may even put you down, but they don't know the true you, they don't know where you are mentally & how hard you have worked to get to where you are today.
- for so many years I would #pray
& ask #god
why does he allow for me to go through the nightmare & hell of depression & bulimia. Years & years of tears, I would pray, go to church, go off & on of treatment. It wasn't till a good sister in Christ said to me, Linda enough is enough, don't be afraid of treatment, God is here with you, you must adhere to the blessing of treatment, don't be ashamed. I didn't want to, I wanted to do this on my own. But on my own, I was just going around constantly in circles. Illness was holding me back, & when I don't effectively manage things, it continues to do so. I've accepted it & embrace it now. How many exclaim of how long it truly takes... I had longed to hear that from someone for so many years. Treatment, healing, recovery IS lifelong. It's doesn't all just go away because you start treatment or because you pray every day. We may need to exhaust 100's of different avenues till we connect with the right one. All I can truly ever teach is this 💝"A constant conscious effort to want to be healthier every single day must be a driving force coming from with in." I understand now why God wanted me to experience all that I have. Without suffering how would I really know how to guide people towards healing towards a healthier way? I want to keep learning, growing, healing, improving, not for the short term but forever, it doesn't stop here 🦋 we are all in this together. For anyone who may judge you, I have yet to met a perfect person, have you?????
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