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This little pup right here is keeping my on my toes! Carter and Ryker would have been the best of friends. πŸΆπŸ’™πŸΎ . . . #lifeafterloss #neonataldeath #babyloss #loss #griefjourney #healing #love #dogsofinstagram
Thank you so much to Rachel @after_alex_blog for taking Arthur along to the ball on Saturday. I love seeing his name written down, especially on days like today when my heart is heavy and I am missing him so very much. The acts of kindness Angel Mum's do for other other Angel Mum's is truly amazing and although it's a club nobody would ever want to be part of, the support and love received is truly outstanding. #stillbirth #babyloss #stillborn #afterarthur #infantdeath #neonataldeath #miscarriage #support #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #lifeafterloss #lifeafterstillbirth
Flowers from my Mason garden. I received a lot of plants from the funeral so I decided to make a Mason garden that you can see when looking out of Mason’s window. I wanted blue flowers mostly, to bloom in July on his birthday. πŸ‘ΌπŸ»πŸ’πŸƒπŸ’« . . . . #babyloss #nicu #neonatal #neonataldeath #infantloss #neonatalloss #garden #hydrangea #babylossawareness #babylosssupport #motherandson #angelbaby #stillamum #bereavedmother #stillamummy #infantlossawareness #rememberingmason #mumblogger #nicuawareness #lifeafterloss #angelmama #baby #flowers #miscarriage #stillborn #pregnancy #stillbirth #lifeafterloss #pregnant #babylossblog #childloss
Flowers from my Mason garden. I received a lot of plants from the funeral so I decided to make a Mason garden that you can see when looking out of Mason’s window. I wanted blue flowers mostly, to bloom in July on his birthday. πŸ‘ΌπŸ»πŸ’πŸƒπŸ’« . . . . #babyloss #nicu #neonatal #neonataldeath #infantloss #neonatalloss #garden #hydrangea #babylossawareness #babylosssupport #motherandson #angelbaby #stillamum #bereavedmother #stillamummy #infantlossawareness #rememberingmason #mumblogger #nicuawareness #lifeafterloss #angelmama #baby #flowers #miscarriage #stillborn #pregnancy #stillbirth #lifeafterloss #pregnant #babylossblog #childloss
Earlier in the week I received an email from Bounty to tell me all about my one week old baby. However it also decided to add a section at the bottom about my 13 month old too but my 13 month old will forever be 3 days old. This is our reality, our two children in one picture. Brother & Sister Forever πŸ’” #babyloss #neonataldeath #parentingafterloss #littlebro
And the world keeps going. Nothing stops. I still had to do the groceries, go to the post office, go shopping, get a hair cut. I would be out in public thinking do they know? Does my face show that I had lost a baby? Why wont they ask me? Why has everyone slowly stopped talking about Mason? The funeral was done. I felt like my mothering duties were over. There was no more visiting Mason, no more last cuddles and kisses, no more buying him little outfits, no more planning and prepping. Life moved on yet I felt I was still stuck back at the hospital. Stuck. Not moving forward. My world has stopped. Everyone is moving forward and I am left behindπŸ’” . . . . #babyloss #nicu #neonatal #neonataldeath #infantloss #neonatalloss #babydeath #mummyblogger #babylossawareness #babylosssupport #motherandson #angelbaby #stillamum #bereavedmother #stillamummy #infantlossawareness #rememberingmason #mumblogger #nicuawareness #lifeafterloss #angelmama #baby #babylossblogger #miscarriage #stillborn #pregnancy #stillbirth #lifeafterloss #pregnant #babylossblog #childloss
Just want to take a moment and acknowledge the amazing @cg_doula and her incredible initiative @inourheartsloss. In Our Hearts more regularly posts on their Facebook page (link in @inourheartsloss bio) and is an in person peer support group run by Doulas in the #vancouver area. They host monthly meetings (free), creating community and connection around #pregnancyloss #termination #miscarriage and #stillbirth including #pregnancyafterloss. The Facebook page also has great articles, etc on the topic of loss. Sending all the love today to anyone going through this and all the love to @cg_doula and @inourheartsloss for being there.
My heart absolutely bursts seeing my wonderful husband being such a fabulous daddy to our angel and our rainbow, both included in his new necklace. Poppy you will never be forgotten my darling. Reuben we are so proud of you and cannot wait to see you grow into a wonderful little chap πŸ’–πŸ’™πŸŒŸπŸŒˆ
I'm very, very ill today with a sickness bug. Ended up at an emergency appointment at the Dr's this afternoon & given anti sickness medication to help. The same tablets I was on when I was pregnant with Hanna. It was super emotional walking in there, after avoiding the place for so long. I cried in the waiting room & cried to the Dr. 😒 Besides the nastiness of this bug, I'm really feeling the pain of losing my beautiful wee Angel today. I can't get her perfect little face & smile (she looked like she was smiling) out of my head πŸ’”. I really thought I was coping better, but it seems some days I'm just thrown right back to the day I lost her. πŸ’”πŸ˜’ . . #babyloss #grief #grieving #neonataldeath #babylossawareness #breakthesilence #15babiesaday
πŸ’™World prematurity dayπŸ’™ Nobody ever expects to have a premature baby. I certainly didn't, especially as my other child was two weeks late. Here is my first photo with my Son, born at 26 weeks gestation. This is very much a 'What the fuck just happened' photo and I love it. Be kind, always #notslimmingworld #neonataldeath #prematurebaby
Today while visiting Henry we planted some primroses from his great-grandparents. 🌷🌷 . . It was important that Henry should be near to people who love him, and since we have no firm plans about where we'll end up we brought him back to Suffolk where we both grew up and where most of his family is. He's buried in a beautifully peaceful woodland burial ground between two plots that we've reserved for ourselves, so one day the three of us can be together again. πŸπŸ’™ . #primrose #burial #burialground #woodlandburial #woodlandburialground #greenwoodburialground #childloss #babyloss #infantloss #neonataldeath #neonatalloss #lifeafterloss #bereavement #family #grief #suffolk #bereavedmother #bereavedfather
My neighbours invited me to go to a crochet class! Lesson one and I’ve made a square..... little way to go but hopefully it will lead to some crochet hats and maybe some octopuses and jellyfish for the NICU! I thought of you @crochetforcarson ☺️ I’ve come to the conclusion it’s harder than knitting! Even more respect for your work now! β€’ At the beginning of the class we were asked to tell the rest of the class what we hoped to get out of the course. I explained that I had been knitting little hats for NICU and one thing or another lead me to tell them about Jasper after a little bit of hesitation. All the ladies were lovely and one lady told me that there is a group in my small town that meets once a month to knit little hats and outfits for NICU! β€’ I’ve come up with the idea of a charity knitter natter to try and raise some more funds for the memory boxes. I shared that idea with them and they seemed keen so who knows?! #crochet #nicuhats #firstattemptatcrochet #towardstomorrowtogether #charity #fundraising #knitterknatter #neonataldeath #stillbirth #childloss #babyloss #miscarriage