Yesterday I awoke from one of the most intense #dreams
I have ever experienced. Since I have cleansed from #cannabis
my dreams have been more #lucid
and continual than any other point in my life. I’ve always been a #dreamer
but never to this magnitude, this depth, this transdimensional and mystically capable. Cleansing from cannabis for 11 days allowed me to gain insight to more than I could begin to express both beyond this world as well as here in Earth during this human existence I have been living. Many times over the last couple years I have tried to give myself a break both physically and mentally from smoking cannabis but with only a couple hours success. The #BEYOUtifulU
challenge hosted by @cuchira
helped fuel me into committing to a cleanse I had formally little to no success with, ultimately getting me to cleanse for eleven mu’fuckin dayyyyzuh! And for this, my greatfulness is beyond words.
When I awoke yesterday morning from this insane dual dimensional dream where I straddled a void between realms and conjured unearthly powers to overcome Satan.. death itself, my first humanly conscious thought was “Today’s dad’s birthday...” this thought put me on pause and hung with me throughout the remaining day. That evening I had it. Enough was enough. This cleanse had me feeling like I had an entire body sunburn while I stood roasting under the flaming sun for eleven days. More truth, more internal known, purge and awareness had surfaced than ever imaginable. Death, relationships, life and the unimaginable occurred over and over and over as I stayed strong, blistering under the sun. I decided to take a moment of pause and be thankful for what I had accomplished and learned during this time. That suffering did not need to continue any longer for my learning load was full. So.. I took a moment to stop, say thanks and pay my respects and share time with my father. The one who I truly believe I’ve inherited my Astral abilities from. To you father, in all the ways I wish I could have known you and all the questions I wish I could have asked... I no longer need to beat myself up over. I no longer need to dwell in the past and be validated by others truths. #doyou