Do you all have those people in your lives who make you feel sick to the stomach? I have a few. At the moment the worst is this lovely abusive ex-friend who knowing I liked him a little manipulated me. And I know what you're thinking - "how could anyone possibly get away with manipulating you? You are so much better at those nefarious acts than any other". Well, liking someone can damage your perception. Months on I hate all that he did to me.
However, there are friends in my life now who I genuinely love. Five or six. Which is a lot of people. There are ones who stand out. There are ones who I talk to a lot and God almighty we are going to become good friends. These people make the trials and tribulations of my past friends worthwhile. And I want to you to know that you may be one of my people. Or you may be someone else's irreplaceable friend. But to someone you are all worth so much. Even my ex-friend means the world to some of his friends.
I am re building myself. I had hit a low point and now I'm building on the bedrock a foundation of amazing friends. That's what's most important. Friends. Sex can come later. (don't fuck your friends.)
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