Ok i look like a bug in this picture 🐜🐞...😂but im just happy im SMILING in it😆
It feels like a long time since its been a genuine smile 😊❤
■So 2017 so far has been pretty shit so far as ya'll know....
Abusive ex, court and being constantly ill due to sever stress💔....BUT finally Im out of hospital☺im my target weight💪and managing to keep it on me😃😃😎Ill proudly admit im in therapy dealing with some huge traumatic scars from both my childhood and adult life..things that for years iv really been in denial about...
■Im nowhere near where i know i need or want to be and i know there will be many set backs, tests and heartache along the way dealing with all this hurt. But the reward in the end will be something many people do not care to seek ( mainly because they are in denial they have any issue or straight dont realise they have issues they may not be what you would consider an issue as it's now a learnt and practiced behaviour ) which is complete inner and outer peace.😇✌💞💕
■By finding the root causes of issues, behaviors, pain etc is truly the only way i beleive you can become complete and not pass your demons down too your children💯👀
This is the state i aim to achieve...its a long road and im excited about this journey im about to endure...the ups and the downs💪❤
I understand most posts to do with mental health or people speaking openly about depression, anxiety etc are hard to understandif you have never experienced it. But i think its something we need to speak about more openly and stop feeling so ashamed by OUR FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS💯👀we need to learn to deal with them not hide them💯💯💯
This is my first post after my recent vanishing act where i was in hospital for a few weeks....this is where i realised i need to really be open and honest about what was going on and feel the love and support from my friends😇😆
So right now things are good, my friends are awesome❤and my enemies are hating at how much I LOVE MYSELF💯😎😆 #nomakeup #natural #loveyourself #iknowmyworth #mental #mentalhealth #suicide #suicidal #hurt #abuse #survivor #freshstart #newstarts #selflove #love #life #grow #live #happy #beaware #awareness #headstogether #behappy💯😊