I don't want you to be disordered anymore.
I don't want to be skinny anymore.
Because this doesn't work; not even for one more day.
And even if it "worked"...
1.- Would I see it? (No)
2.- How would I have the energy to be as successful as I want to be if I'm starving?
It's not a matter of being skinny anymore.
This is about my HEALTH.
About feeding my body the right amount of food.
The right type of food.
About resting better.
About exercising regularly.
And if treat my body right, I'm sure it will treat me right.
So, myself, listen closely. I don't want you to see in a mirror your reflection and feel too huge, too fat, too disgusting. I want you to feel FIT AS FUCK. I don't want you to stop talking to that guy you like because you're so self conscious. I want you to look right into the mirror and see the girl you are going to become.
A healthy girl.
There's a long way to go, so we'd better start now.
#hope #eatingdisorder #recovery #edrecovery #motivation #fit #icandoit #taeyeon