Eventhough I post silly pics of me.
Eventhough I post pics of me in sexy poses.
Eventhough I appear to be confident.
Eventhough I'm mostly happy recently.
I post these, because I still find myself. I still build confidence in being just me.
I still suffer from attacks of dysphoria that can be triggered by asking things of me that I'm not willing to do.
This here are the only Dick Pics you will get from me!
I won't sent you pictures of my genitals.
They are non of your business and asking me to take a picture of the thing down there between my legs cause me severe discomfort. It makes me want to harm myself. It makes me feel horrible. Because IT REMINDS ME THAT I'M TRAPPED IN THE WRONG BODY!!!
I'm proud of what I was able to achieve and accomplish being born into the wrong body. I'm not transitioning because it's all sssssooo much fun. I'm not doing it for shits and giggles. I'm not doing it so I can be your mindless plaything, your sexual object, your pleasure slave.
I'm transitioning because otherwise I could and would not be able to survive.
Asking me to send you pictures of what I still have in my panties makes me wanna kill myself.
I'm not transitioning because I'm a freak, a a pervert or a sex addict. I'm not transitioning because I have crisis or psychotic breakdown.
I'm not transitioning to get attention.
I'm transitioning because it is the only way for me to find happiness and peace of mind.
I'm transitioning because it is the only way to ease my suffering.
I'm transitioning because I have to.
I have to escape a prison of flesh and bone.
Transform something that caused me unhappiness, depression, suicidal thoughts into something that makes me happy, peaceful, alive.
Don't ask me to send you Dick pics, because I'm not a man and I'm not proud of this thing down there that I was born with.
Don't trigger me!
A pissed of, distressed and now crying Justine says good Night. Sorry for the rant.
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