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Sooo.. where is everyone?
I have never felt more alone in my life!
It’s like you mention the word “infertility” to someone and they disappear from your life!
I woke up this morning and felt awful about another BFN and all I wanted to do was call someone to have a cry and vent!
But who is there?! No one wants to hear about your infertility, especially people with kids!
I feel like all my closest friends and family completely abandoned me as soon as I mentioned our fertility woes.
This is so frustrating as I’ve sat and listened to my friends complain about their partners and cry about their marital issues or misbehaving kids, I’ve personally never been through this and yet I can still be there for my friends!
My mum isn’t a maternal person at all and when I’ve opened up to her in desperation she has responded with “I never had these problems, I fell pregnant straight away so I don’t know anything about it”.
No one checks in to see how I’m going, no one has even asked if there’s “any news”!
So now I’m sitting here, alone, in my car venting to social media because there is literally no other outlet!
Obviously Myles is amazing but I don’t want to burden him constantly with my negativity, he’s got a lot on his plate and he’s at work. Plus he’s a male, his reaction is to fix it, he says wonderful things and promises he’ll be here for me but I just want to get this anger and frustration out! It’s just not the same as crying to a friend!
Sorry to fill your feeds with this negativity lately, please feel free to unfollow!
I just need to get it off my chest!
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