I know a lot of folks saw my post last night on FB about what happened at school yesterday. I want to thank those who commented and were encouraging. I'd like to share the thoughts and feelings that go behind the situation.
When Karisma and I lost Caleb and Samuel there was and still is a powerful sense of loss and emotions . We become very sensitive to parent/parents who don't care for their child/children and I personally become very sensitive to students who waste their time and do foolish things. Because of the extra sensitivity of emotions and it makes it twice even triple the effort to control those feelings. We try our very best to move forward and take one step at a time. Some days we totally miss our two boys and it makes it a little more difficult to get through the day.
I literally have to turn my back to the students and pray for God to give me wisdom and grace to carry on and pray for these students who are acting out because all I want to do is go home to be with my wife and son.
Before the loss of Caleb and Samuel the things that happened yesterday wouldn't have bothered me as much.
I know the Lord gives his servants trials for the purposing of refining them to become even better servants. It says we should be grateful for them and at the moment it's hard to be thankful.
There is something I didn't mentioned yesterday and after sleeping; I can be GRATEFUL for. The other half of students did finish their work and were thankful for my help. Than in two other classes which are much bigger classes majority of them got their assignment done or were very close to finishing it.
So here's to a new day to helping students. Have a blessed Wednesday!!