I thought I worked my ass off playing sports my whole life...then reality hit - I never really started working hard until I became an adult and, more ME. I spent my whole life thinking "this is easy" but no, no it's not. It's never been easy, I was always borderline obese and I was told I needed to lose that to be considered even remotely healthy. I was in middle school. I was a young girl. I thought I was disgusting because of what doctors and even teachers were telling me. When I was a junior in HS I stopped listening to all the background noise and I just let myself be me. I dealt with more than just my weight. I wasn't perfect growing up but my god, my heart and mind weren't working in tandem. I was told once I should put a bag over my head and that my face was hard to look at. I think that was when I started to actually hate who I was. I hid behind everything I possibly could. Hair, hands, clothes, scarves, big hoods, etc. I've gone through too much to get here and I never wanted it this way. I will forever wish I could go back in time to heal my mind. I've never lived for me, I was never alive. Remember that the universe doesn't paint your picture for you, you do.
Live and love.
The world is beautiful and so are you. 🌼🌼🌼
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