#doubtingmyself 495 Posts

Having my insecure moments #lifefacts #doubtingmyself #needsupportnothaters
✈️ Old pic. I'm not going anywhere. I wish I could. Currently going through a period of tough time that most recent grads will experience. Honestly, I don't know how long this will last. Doubting myself multiple times everyday and being rejected over and over again made me anxious and depressed. I could barely eat anything due to the anxiety and have been extremely underweighted. I rarely post any emotional stuff on my Instagram. However, I would love to document this transformational stage so that I could look back afterwards. Tough time creates tough people. Hopefully things will get better in a little bit.
It's days like today- weigh in day- that I get the most frustrated and have the most doubt. Those thoughts of "am I going to be lean enough?" "Why isn't the damn scale moving!?" Creep in and take control of my head. BUT I will not let those thoughts convince me to give up. Every day I will still train hard and make sure my nutrition is on point. This is the hardest damn thing to accomplish mentally but I will fight through it. #thoughts #doubtingmyself #suckitup #anddowork #dontstop #wontquit #eyesontheprize #bikinicompetitor #npc #mentalystrong
This one has been hard work the past few days. I sit and wonder what I'm doing wrong. Single parenting is the hardest but most rewarding. Sometimes it makes you question yourself. #singleparent #singlemum #daughter #love #myworld #hardbutworthit #doubtingmyself 😔❤
Rough morning. ☹️ My #oldgirl needed #emergent #vetcare for a tooth abcess. #ilovethisdog more than 99.9999999^% of the human race. If she needs me, I am there. I spent most of last night #massaging her muscles and letting her know how much I love her and telling her what a #goodgirl she is. I keep #canine anti inflammatory drugs on hand in case of stuff just like this. Her little eye was swollen almost shut even after 2 doses of meds. We have antibiotics on board now, and I've started saving for dental extractions (mother fuck it's expensive!). I just hope at 15 years+ old she would chose surgery. Ya know? I can't help but wonder what she would say. If I was old as fuck and eating hurt me, just put me down. I wish she could talk to me. I waited too long with Buffy, but Zeus I know it was time. Hera leaves me #doubtingmyself #inmythoughts #feels #questions #always #seniordog #shesmyheart #tryingtodoright #myhomie #thelittlespoon #cuddlebuddy 💜 #adoptdontshop #rescuedog #savethemall #olddogsrule #adoptseniordogs #latepost✌
You will find me mostly here lying on the sofa today. Woke up with a backpain that is killing me when I move. Even with painkillers. It's a pain on my lower back all the way down to my right buttocks, so when I walk I look like I need support from a cane. I wish I wasn't such a rookie yoga teacher, that always doubts my own knowledge especially when it comes to understanding anatomy properly - I really should be able to fix this with a few poses right?🙃😆🙈 Instead I lie here praying to all the gods I can think of for a miraculous improvement. #backpain #pain #ondtiryggen #sommerhus #summerhouse #liedown #sommerferie #sommerhusliv #yogi #anatomy #rookie #doubtingmyself
It's a Justin Bieber kind of morning...... 今日の朝はジャーストンビーバーの気分です。 #justinbiebersorry #sorrymusicvideo #totallyrelatable #doubtingmyself #knowyourworth #lyricsstuckinmyhead #lovethechoreography #オアフ島 #ホノルル #oldsong #purpose #アロハステート #musichealsmysoul #musicismylife
Writing has become so hard for me here lately. Have I lost it completely? #writerslife #doubtingmyself #lostthejuice
These folks giving me anxiety literally reminding me almost daily that #stp2017 is almost here...I'm scared to death...haven't been able to ride lately seeing as how I'm sick 😷 #doubtingmyself #negativenellytonight #icandohardthings
完蛋要被罵了...... 睡前傳來叫我怎麼睡得著 😭😭😭 #立馬淚崩 #怎麼每天都被罵 #哭 #stressful #underpressure #doubtingmyself #lifeofsecretary
When you're sick of coach Christian telling you you're not making depth so you do some light pause squats to cement that position #stillnotsure #doubtingmyself #bakery #timeintheoven not #timeundertension