I was asked and told by everyone I know "when are you going to have a baby?”, "you're old enough to have a baby", "you're at the perfect age"
I said, “When I'm already ready", "when I can give the perfect future to my baby"
I guess the perfect answer to the question in general is " You will never ready" I got pregnant with you when I was 26, few days before I turn 27. Aug 8 2017 to be exact. Me and your dad been sharing our love for 2 years now. Then one day I never got the period that im expecting, and the weird things and rituals follows. And so we decided to take the test and I’ve never been so elated to see two purple lines. I rushed to the Love of my life and show the result. My whole body is shaking, I can't stop smiling and to be honest I don't know what to do. All I know is I fell in love all over again to the person I never met. You're a surprise to us, not a fault and never a mistake.You we're made of love and happiness, full of it. Your Dad's smile is amazing, looking at him while holding the test is just priceless. I've been carrying you for a matter of 24 weeks and it already feels like there's so much to share. As early as now I'm planning things for you, us. And that follows promises I vow to keep. I promise to begin and end your days with the reminder that I adore you. At night, you'll hear "I love you" loud and clear, and I promise to wake you up each morning with a soft voice and an open smile, just the way my mom did with me. I'll tell you to take chances, to go for it, to trust yourself. I promise to trust you. I promise you'll know that you were celebrated by the people who cared about you most. Mostly, sweet baby, I promise to show you love in all its best forms. I'll love you and your dad and our friends and our families. With words and with actions I'll say it and I'll show it, and if just one of my promises can be kept, let it be this: that you'll feel it. A love so big that it fills you up that it nakes you feel safe.
I cant wait to meet you ❤, Nanay