I was so scared to release my blog. Tell people that I'm not normal like they might've thought I was. To let people in to my life and what I have been dealing with. That's fucking scary.... opinions are scary for people like me. Judgement is the silent killer. And it's always lurking around me. But I did it. I suppressed my anxiety, my thoughts that were not even realistic about how people would react and I gave leeway for people to get a glimpse at how depression and anxiety caused me to attempt suicide twice along with destroy my body image, destroy any trace of confidence in myself, and made me forget how to like let alone love myself. I let my mental illness win or at least I let it think that.
Now I'm publishing my first online book about my journey with these shitty disorders. To connect with those who can't connect to their self anymore. Everytime I get a message from someone about how my words have helped them, I cry (I'm an emotional chick, chill) but how dope is that? Even though I've been through a lot, I wouldn't change it because now I can help guys and gals like muahhh
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ It's amazing the support I've been given from people who don't really understand mental illnesses and how hard it is to cope with it everyday. And to those judging and looking down on me?
You look ugly from down here.
Write out your corny feelings, share your art, write a poem because you are one. Turn your troubles into something beautiful.
It makes a difference 🍒
#anxiety #depression #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnesses #anxious #anxietymemes #anxietyquotes #anxietygirl #depressed #selflove #selfharm #notalone #suicide #suicideawareness #selfworth