I'm happy for the girl I'm right now.
All through the horrible experiences of separation from family, friends, heartbreak, disgrace, i grew up.
Burnt by the heat of arrogance.
Beaten up by the strings of lies.
I grew up!
Pressed hard under the burden of expectations, a girl inside me died due to suffocation.
Sleepless nights paved way to over thinking.
Untold wishes were told to the teary pillows.
I went on and on, losing myself part by part.
Life became a box full of hurtful blemishes, limited conversations and fake satisfactions.
I felt neurons inside my head exploding.
Demons pushing me towards hollow hopes.
But i survived, i breathed again.
I survived all through those experiences when my mind fought wars and the heart wandered in search of me.
The break down was near.
Demons made me fear.
Auditory hallucinations i could hear.
Blood rushed through the veins again.
Strength started rebuilding again.
Smashed those demons down.
I learned to love myself, respect myself, encourage myself.
I learned that the loudest cries are only audible to you as the rest of the world if full of deaf people.
At last you're on your own. ❤
Sketch by- @shwets015
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