The truth always has to be accepted, before any healing, any recovery can begin. He reads every message I write. Every post I write. But does not respond. Even in the darkest hours. I feel him more than ever. Clearly, he has been praying a lot. And working on himself. Like I have. But he doesn't respond. This has caused me immense pain and suffering. Until today. I never thought the word "rejection" would bring me so much sorrow and peace at the same time. My soul sister used it to describe the situation. It is true. He has rejected parts of me that want him, need him, for comfort, answers and peace. You think you can't live without someone until you actually do. And my journey is an example of that. He and I are both deeply embedded in our 3D lives, our karmic ties, worldly obligations and our fears and doubts. We are a result of lifetimes upon lifetimes of repeated patterns. We met because the universe hoped we would finally change something. The universe responded to our soul's cry for help because we are both so tired of the same old shit. Same old love. Same old hate. And same old fears. But as they say, no big change comes fast. And so it is what it is. He rejected the parts that need healing. And today, I finally took the blindfold off my eyes to accept it. Ofcourse it hurts. But it is what it is. And now the real work begins. To realise that no one in this world will save me. That I have got to be my own hero. To step into my power. Because that is what this love is all about.
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