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There are monsters inside of me
They run amok despite of me
They are there to remind me
That I'm only allowed so much peace
They torment through my nervous system
Shriek havoc through my veins
They make me live on the edge of my seat
Waiting to harbour more blame
They speak to me condescendingly
They reach beyond the graves
They scream at me so I can't forget
even a second of the pain
Just when I relax into a false sense of security they rise through me an intense
If I wasn't so sain I'd almost believe that they has sent me manic
My body is like a their body
They control how it works
They close my throat
Keep me breathless
They know just where panic lurks
How to hit me where it hurts..
I rise again every Fucking time
These monsters they creep
But I rise
And my attention lays on beauty
And all of the positive things that I believe are more suited to me...
I don't answer back anymore
I'm as strong as I am weak..
And they only win
If I allow them to speak x