At the beginning of recovery gaining weight seemed like the hardest part. Now gaining weight seems easy, because it is. It really is, you eat enough, you gain weight. Simple.
But when I was stuck in the darkness of anorexia it seemed like the hardest thing in the world. Each kilo was devastating. Every time my clothes fit differently was the end of the world.
And I say this because it's important to remember and acknowledge how it used to be so I can say that it gets better and it's not an empty promise.
It really does get better.